Sunday, May 15, 2011

Domestic Bliss

Sometimes I get into domestic moods (read: Emily says she is taking a break from making dinner and that if we want to eat we'd better get in the kitchen). So tonight we made some homemade pizza with fresh basil from Annie's garden thank you very much.

Just call me a gourmet super chef. Okay I am like light years away from that. However I am really looking forward to having the time to be more home-ish.

I recently resigned from my teaching position amid mixed emotions but the strongest feeling that I needed to stay home. As I continued to think about it, different parts from The Family Proclamation ran through my mind, cementing that I needed to be home. I never thought it would be so hard to quit and move forward with life. Don't get me wrong, part of me is SO excited to have a break from writing lesson plans, dealing with attitudes and not working 60 hours a week. But I really do love my job. I love the chance I have to influence a group of 12-14 year olds are still trying to figure out who they are and what they stand for. And I love when my students start to enjoy learning.

Like when they have to be told to shut the book because they are so hooked they can't stop reading or when they finish a writing project and talk about how it is the best they have ever written and are proud of their work.

In fact, a few days before I told my principal I was going to be leaving, she came to tell me about the perfect schedule I was going to have the next year (4 hours of teaching and 3 hours of time to do testing, department head work and my prep). I had to call Amanda to have her re-convince me that I wanted to leave. To strengthen my resolve, I frequently hold this bundle of joy and remind myself that the biggest influence a child can have on their life is their parents.

I'm so grateful for a supportive husband who let me choose whether I continued to work or stopped and for his ability to have faith in our decision that we will be okay (even if our bank account doesn't agree with that). While I won't have the opportunity to work with the kids at school I care about so much, I know that this new adventure will be even more amazing and fulfilling. And we get to find out what we are having on WEDNESDAY! Happy one day before our five year anniversary to us! Best present we could get! Updates to follow.


granny said...

Go you for having the faith to follow your feelings. Wishing you the best! Can't wait to hear your happy Wednesday news....

angieinpink said...

annie's garden is almost as adorable as annie, which is very adorable.

you are gonna rock the SAHM-ness. baby fletchie is one very lucky child.

Kirk and Aly said...

Yay! I'm so excited for you!! Good for you for deciding to be a stay at home mom - you won't regret it! I think back on all our crazy poor years when Kirk was in school, when we were vegetarian not by choice, but because of lack of money, and I wouldn't change it for a second! I know that Heavenly Father blessed us for making this choice. Plus, you'll have plenty of chances to help your own 12-14 year olds figure out who they are. I know it's still a hard choice and sacrifice though! Good luck! BTW - how are you feeling?

donkeybray said...

Laura. . .I had no idea you guys were pregnant! Congratulations. I'm having a hard time keeping up with all you little girls who are no longer little and are in fact having little ones of your own. And a big fat hug for making good choices. love, aunt dona

Lindsey said...

I did not know you were preggers! Congrats to you and your active womb!

Now where are your belly and ultrasound pics?